just like you and me

love can be so boring. it's time to make off with something new, something fresh.
very much like a branch to a tree - it doesn't grow in a linear, but disperses and creates a canopy of desire, an intricate design of life.

see you on the otherside.

maybe it's too far-fetched.
but i'm thinking of swimming this black sea to get over to you.

go away

nothing fancy. i'm a wreck and i miss you. and i'm high.
all the tragic and wonderful in one night.
goodnight.

the one that never

and now, let's rest and return to dust.
in spaces and in time in fragments of this crime.
never again will i, never again will i.

and how, that night it felt like i knew.
in bedrooms, sheets and covered things.
never again will this, never again will this.

to trust, in faith and love and lost.
to know what and how and understand the cost.
to understand how we've all felt lost.

i stand corrected on what i understand
to what i thought i knew, about you.
life's tragic but i find beauty in the unknown, uncertain.

happy 29th.

to you my friends

through the brotherhood of understanding and knowledge, we have come to pass time and elegance.
we have stood tall in the shittiest of times and strongest, we have been unified.

we have shared our meals, fears and dreams, we are pursuing them all.

we are but friends, good friends, close and tightly knitted, weaved like stems to a tree - grafted into the roots of the earth.

we will forever be friends, despite geography and the essence of time.

we will once again be united and share those stories, to share those laughs, to share those glories.



be safe, my friends. wherever you are in the world.
be strong, be faithful and be well.

we will see each other soon.

rain rain come again

i found you caught in the rain and that's where i knew i'd fall in love with you.

twillight between sheets.

just in between those moments; where i find myself escaping life and finding another reality in you.

burn baby burn

that's what it feels like when you're around .
at the same time, this is what it feels like not having you around.

lovesongs

i could write all the greatest love songs in the world, but it wouldn't mean anything if it wasn't written for you.

deeper inside us.

let's forget about holding hands, i want to touch your heart.

Kitts

let every man be judged..not based on the size of his penis, but the size of his heart and the strength of his spirit.

Care you take me

maybe some day, we'd understand the reasons to why we never did understand in the beginning.
as for now, i just want to take this moment with you;
without the care of understanding.

let it ripple away.

and in the rain, let it wash your tears and fears away.
as the rising from slumber's sleep, you come and meet the new day.
i dare you walk under the tears of the sky
for the freshness of the wind, the amazement;
to what you cannot see but feel - closer to your beating heart, closer to what you think you know or feel.


i've said too much yet, i've said nothing.

angel eyes/

angel eyes, you stand pretty there with your hair. engulfed in your sorrow.
learning to smile is a task too hard to bear.

but angel eyes, don't forget, you have always had your wings to fly.

will you ever go away ?

and everybody hurts, it reminds us that we're still alive. it tells us things that we don't know about ourselves, it spares us the fight of fighting.

pain, you are a friend whom i love to hate, but appreciate; your realities are welcomed.

on a thursday afternoon/

it's funny how different we think we are, although we stem from the same tree.

while you were asleep/

i was thinking of all the pretty things to say, all the words which could touch your heart.
then, i thought maybe.

just maybe.


i should just let my eyes tell you how much i missed you.

secret/

what if i told you that i was a secret .

unknown. unaware. unspoken.

what if i told you that i was just an emotion.

felt. experienced. touched.

what if i said that it was magic.

what if i thought, maybe.
or even, if only.


what if i told you i was a secret?
true, bold, & seeking.

between here and now

in space we exist in moments we persist and in time we make believe.

in wires we connect in love we respect and in joy we are perfect.

in hurt we learn to heal in feelings we let reveal and in a kiss, we share what's real.

we are walking

everyday, we walk in between the masses of people, figures, shapes, and shadows.
walking; endlessly. without purpose. without direction.

& in between those people,

i found you.

as eyes become the first to meet, then our hands clasp to allow the heart that intertwines

we are connected.
we are no longer people.

belle drive by

as i find myself driving & as we take that stare outside the window,
we go to places that we've never been, never seen.
we only know them by heart.

i just thought that i'd gone to those places with you.
now, we'll never know now, shall we ?
keep driving.

when the moon meets the sea

if you deny me of professing your beauty, you ultimately deny me from living.

my thoughts of beauty is within your absence, the image you create in my head.
perfection is when you stand next to me; breathing.

when love fails.

when love fails, you know that you've only got yourself to save.
that's how we keep moving.

waking up. breathing.

and i remembered, the softness and cold which came before the sunlight brought itself upon you;
and then it became warm.

and i remembered, the dark shadows which lingered at every corner of the bedroom, shifting and taunting me;
and then it was beautiful when it all fell into the light.

and i remembered, looking at you, from the corner of my eyes, into yours as you stared into mine;
and then, i was overwhelmed by thoughts of you as you laid right next to me.

and i remembered the scent of your hair in the morning, as it brushed the tip of my nose
and then i was driven to how it was you and me last night.

of all these things i remembered, i remembered something more than just you.
i remembered how you love me.